it is not possible to have lived an interesting life and not felt the fear
the feeling of "Oh God, I am in deep shit"
when nothing seems to be going one's way
when all one can do is wait
i have had my days in troubled waters too
and was I glad when they were over.
this is a post to remind me that they will be back again,
and scare the shit out of me
and like last time, they won't last forever.
for those who are looking for that shore,
don't lose hope yet